some of my friends are wondering with my current status on facebook "okay, i care about what they said...but sorry, i've done many things to get it..i won't easily loose it... maybe they just dunno how much i've tried... maybe they just dunno how long i've waited for it.. sorry... i'm thanking them..seriously, but then.. i just can't change right now..cuz i'm not power ranger,,kidding..haha..please accept me just the way i am..okay? thank you!"i just wanna share what's on my mind..
but what's on my mind is what's really on my mind.. i mean something that i'm thinking about..
and i just think that some of my friends are wondering about my chubby cheeks and my belly fat...
well, i'm not someone who loves to explain about anything but then i'll let you know about my reason why i wrote those words on my facebook...
okay, i wanna gain some weight, it's not a secret anymore..and i've done anything for getting my 'ideal' weight... cuz now i'm far from the ideal body..i'm too slim.. even if i always defend my self with saying that as long as i'm healthy i don't care about my weight, but then so many people worried about me cuz i'm too slim..
and now, when i get some 'fat' on my cheeks, many people look at me like i'm a new person, not CupidCipid they've known... hmm..what's so wrong with being chubby and having belly fat??? they look worried cuz i'm just having fat on my cheeks and belly...
i'm confused...when i had the thin cheeks, they asked me to eat a lot *but i've already eaten a lot actually* and now when i get chubby cheeks, they ask me 'how come?' 'why i wanna be fat???' it's just like WHAT THE HECK HAPPEN???
why so many people like to comment on my self..it's not like they care about me but cuz they wonder and just can't accept me...
i dunno.. i wish that they care enough about me, it's why they ask, but i hate their questions about how and why...seriously!
i don't get it..
what the heck do you want from me?
c'mon, just accept me..
this is what i want in my life.. i've done anything and i've tried anything...
if you really know me... just accept me...
and... i'm my self, fatty or slim...i'm still the same person you know..so stop bothering me with those questions!
i just want you to accept me just the way i am..that's it!
i've not changed to someone else...
i'm still me!
SiCupidCipid!!!
thank you!
for some people who said that i'm cute with my chubby cheeks, thank you..i know i always know that there are some people who always support me no matter what...and thank you for being here for me... thank you for accepting me and even you ask, but you still cheer me up!!! once again..thank you! *hugs*
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keren koq onni.. lo jadi lebih "hidup". hehehe...
it's not really bad if we have fat. right??
hayo lanjutkan.. terlalu kurus juga kan ga bagus.. asal jangan sampe kayak preti aja ya onni :D
waaaahhh, so it is true! about what the others have said about you and having chubby cheeks! you look different. in a good way of course. ;]
anyway about the people who said you're a different iphiet, just don't care about it. don't let their opinions bother you. as long as you're happy with what you are now, i'm happy for you ^^
besides, i like the way you look right now. eheh,, ;p
@echa : hahaha..amit2 mpe kayak pretty..ga pretty lagi gwe..but actually gwe suka loh tubuh ber'fatty; asal ga berlebihan juga..toh yang berlebihan ga bagus,berkekurangan palagi..hahaha...thanks yaaa...*hugs*
@galuh yups, thanks gal..i won't let their opinions bother me for sure...but somehow, i hate the way they look at me..but many people said that i'm better with this chubby cheeks cuz they dislike my 'think' cheeks..hehehe
yeah i'm happy cuz this is what i want, seriously...i know some ppl just wanna be slim like those superstars..but me, my self, i just wanna be fat...not that fat..but fat...hahaha
kok think sih maksudnya thin eh ada tambahan..ckckckckc
you were too thin actually, to be honest ^^
i wanna be a bit fatter too! i used to be so thin. and it's kinda hard for me to gain weight
LOL @ think cheeks. ahahha,, ;p
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